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The Song Book:: Sesshomaru One-Shot #19

Tira~

“Oh there you are, was beginning to worry about you” Kagome stood at her bathroom door brushing her teeth as you greeted her back with a smile. “so? how was Sesshomaru?” she snickered, nudging her elbow on your arm. You grumbled under your breath and Kagome giggled. You knew that Kagome accepted your relationship with Sesshomaru (if you were strong enough to call it that) but you also knew that it was hard for the others to accept, especially Inuyasha. You were surprised he didn’t stop to demand to know where you went with Sesshomaru. You went to your room to change into your school uniform, and thou you hated it the dress code, it felt nice to actually feel like a normal teen again going to school. It was in a foreign country, but still it was normal in your world. =/ You went to the bathroom when Kagome was done to fix yourself up and brush your teeth as well. You grabbed your stuff and headed off to school with Kagome. School was ok, in fact school went pretty good today. Classes weren’t hard, no kids seemed to be in a harassing mood. No homework (woot!) and best of all the school was going to be cancelled for a week due to a festival. You came home laughing and joking with Kagome, this was the most girly behavior that you had in a long time. You threw your bag down and plopped on the floor. You weren’t tired or sleepy, just bored you presumed, moments later Kagomes’ cat joined you by laying on your stomach, you looked down and giggled abit as you petted the purring feline. It was a calming atmosphere, Kagome was in the kitchen making some rice, Kagome’s Mother was out shopping, the grandfather was…..doing something somwhere and the brother was most likey minutes away of coming home from school. Everything felt normal, no monsters, priest, priestess, jewel shards, or anything to worry about. Then your thoughts went to Sesshomaru, his eyes, his face, his hair, his voice. The more you thought of him the more you wanted to see him, to be with him. Abruptly you sprang up, making that cat that layed on you jump in defense. You rushed to your bag and grabbed your cell. “be right back, gonna make a call” you called to Kagome before running up stairs and closing your room door. You pressed the number that auto dialed your mother. “Hello Tira dear, how are you?” “doing good Mom, and you?” “oh a few allergic reactions from some vegetation, it clearing up thou”, “oh ok, hey can I ask you a question?”, your mother chuckled a bit “you can ask me anything babe, what’s up?” you paused a little embarrased and ashamed on what you was about to ask. “Is it normal to be thinking of a guy…..um….more than a friend?” your mother paused as if she was still waiting to hear your question. “Tira? its that Sesshomaru fella isn’t it?” You tried to speak, but only small syllabled sounds came out, soon the only sound heard was the uproaring laughter of your mother. You felt your face turn hot as your mother calmed herself down. “oh child, I never thought you would be struggling with your emotions at this early stage in your life. Just thought it was a minor crush. However since its lasted this long I guess its gotten more serious huh?”, “uh huh, how do i get rid of it?” ” why do you want to get rid of it?” ” its so freaking annoying mom!! I can’t focus on anything, even my training, I feel weak and helpless when Im around the guy and i feel like some pathetic damsel in distress. The worse part is when I dream, my dreams of him…..and I……urgh!!!!” you blurted out. Your mother only laughed again, taking your situation as amusement. “humph did your family make fun of you like this when you fell for Dad?”, “haha no honey, my family wasn’t around then, only Kagome’s mother. I laugh not to tease you, I laugh because I felt the same way you do. Still do too…”, “oh….”, “look child, there is nothing wrong with your feelings and nothing wrong with admitting your feelings. You and this Sesshomaru might seem like your from two different worlds, but trust me love endures all things.” for some reason you felt a bolt go down your spine when your mother said “two worlds” and “love”. You knew you had feelings for Sesshomaru but wasn’t sure if it was strong enough to call it ‘love’. You weren’t even sure if Sesshomaru ‘loved’ you back. “yeah i guess so, well gotta go now, getting hungry, love ya Mommy”, “i love you too, take care” you both hung up and went to share a bowl of rice with Kagome. “Hey kagome? are you in love with Inuyasha?” Kagome spit some rice out and coughed. “what?! where did that question come from?”, “oh nowhere….” you two chatted until the rest of the family came home.


Week later~

Finally the weekend was here, studying and test taking wasn’t as hard as you thought it would be, and it was the week starting the annual festivals that Japan held during the season. You didn’t pack much since alot of your stuff was already in the feudal era. You and Kagome grabbed some last minute food snacks and went for the well.
As soon as you came through the other side you heard sounds of cheers and awes. The feudal era was holding the Festival as well. You and Kagome looked at each other and smiled. You quickly walked to Kaede’s village to see the town decorated with lanterns and ribbons. It seemed that a mutilple caravans visted the village selling toys and sweets to small children. “Hey over here” you and Kagome turned to see Inuyasha “hey where are Miroku and Sango?” you asked. “eh doing something somewhere I guess, the whole town has been busy with this festival thing. Its such a pain.” Inuyasha exclaimed, he didn’t look at you once and only kept his attention on Kagome, thou it was you who asked the question. You let it go but took that detail to note. You caught up with the others along with Shippo and just hung out browsing the caravans that selled random goods. “ouch” Kagome yelped, “what is it?” you asked from confusion. “felt like someone just grabbed my hair”, “oh must be some kid pulling pranks on people, we’ll go someplace else” Inuyasha said. This time you knew Inuyasha was ignoring you. From when you were joking around and talking it was only Inuyasha who didn’t partake in you. “he must be angry with me” you thought. You couldn’t blame him either, you were seeing his hated half brother afterall. “psst hey Kagome, do you think you can take the others so I can speak to Inuyasha for abit?”,”uh yeah sure, why?”,” don’t know if you noticed, but he’s been acting funny around me, want to get to the bottom of it.”, “yeah i noticed, will do” When the timing was right Kagome lurred the others away without Inuyasha noticing. “so Inuyasha…..” you said innocently. Inuyasha turned to see only you and him alone. “what?! where is Kagome?”, “oh having fun with the others i would assume, but I need to talk to you. Do you mind?” Inuyasha huffed abit and sat on the ground with his back toward you. You sighed and sat down behind him. “Inuyasha I can tell your angry with me. Is it because Im with Sesshomaru alot?” “who you spend your time with is none of my business, see what I care about you being with him.”, ‘so he is jealous’ you thought. Now was trying to figure out why. “Inuyasha i don’t mean to make you angry, if you had this much resent on me visiting Sesshomaru why didn’t you say anything?” Inuyasha said nothing. You felt bad that you might have hurted the feelings of a friend. You got up and began to leave him until he spoke. ” its like having a family i think…..” you stopped and turned to face his back again. “what?”, “I never had siblings, and never had anyone I could say i grew up with. I know what its like having a mother, don’t know much about having a father, but if I had to say what its like to have a sibling, you would be the person to compare.” you paused taking in every word Inuyasha said. “so….you see me as a sister?”, “well I mean if i had to explain what if feels like to have a sister” Inuyasha said defensively. You smiled that Inuyasha saw you with much repect as you call you a family status. “Welp its settled then….”, “what is?” you got in front of Inuyasha and place your hand on his head in between his ears. “I Tira, adopt thee, Inuyasha as my blood brother hence forth….”, Inuyasha looked puzzled and dumbfounded. “hehe it means that no matter where I am, or who I meet I will always be your sister. Congradulations Inuyasha, you have a sister now.” Inuyasha looked at you and you could see a slight blush stream across his face. He turned away from you “what are you talking about? don’t make such stupid remarks” You were sure he meant to make his voice sound annoyed but it came out more high pitched as if he was happy. You smiled and forced him up on his feet. “come walk your ‘sister’ to find our ‘family’” you giggled. Inuyasha groaned but didn’t pull back. Moments later you did reach the other only to find Kagome missing this time. “ugh! now where is Kagome?!” Inuyasha said ‘really’ annoyed this time. “I think she went to grab some sweets, Im not crazy about candy so she went on her own” Sango explained. “oh I want some, I be right back, might bump into her on the way.” You ran off by yourself pushing your way throu the crowd buying and selling things. You reached the vender that selled some sweet dumplings and dango. The dumpling you ate first and it made your mouth water from the taste. You began nibbling on the dangos while searching for Kagome. ‘knowing Inuyasha he will try to find her, might as well split up and cover more ground’. Out of nowhere you saw a flash a fluffy black hair rush throu the crowd. “Kagome?” you said to yourself. You run after her, wonder where she was going. It was hard catching up, which threw you off, Kagome was one of the slowest runners in your class. You when you lost sight of her you found yourselfat least half a mile away from the village. “what is Kagome doing out here?” you said. You called out her name thinking it was a trick until you heard something close by. You snickered thinkingKagome was gonna jump out and scare you. Youwalked in some bushes and snuck throu where you heard the sound. You moved some branches out of your way to see Kagome but she wasn’t alone. In front of her was Sesshomaru! ‘huh? what is he doing here? what are they talking about?’ You inched a bit closer, but paused when you saw Sesshomaruglance up toward your direction.You froze hoping he couldn’t smell you. However you saw Kagome reach her hand up to his face to make him look at her again. This was making youuncomfortable, Kagomehad her hands gently placed on Sesshomaru’s cheek. You hated the feeling and the fact that you were getting jealous. Butsoon your jealously turned tosomething that you never felt before when you saw what happened next.


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You returned to the village and walked amongst the crowd like a zombie, not evenpaying attention to where you were going. Eventually you headed to the most quiet place which was the well. You sat with you back on the well, the image still glued to your eyes like a still picture. Sesshomaru andKagome kissing……


!!!!!CLIFFHANGER!!!!!

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